I knew I was a person who lacked of talent to play online games. But I still could not withstand temptation. I created an account and bought some rappelz rupees. At first I was happy although I was new there and I did not know to pick up advanced equipment and earn some rappelz gold. My girl friends told me that I should find a person who could protect me. I thought it was not good, but I was still expecting. Until I met you, you gave me warmth and also made me feel depressed.
   I remember that day we met. You asked me whether I was willing to get together to do tasks with you. I saw your high level, so I agreed. From that day you always bought rappelz money for me. Later you called me wife; it was a little awkward for me. But you treated me so well and my heart was moved by you. I gradually liked this appellation and accepted it. With your help my level increased soon and I also could earn some cheap rappelz rupees. Meanwhile I started to rely on you. If you was not online, I would feel depressed and thought this game was boring. I missed you very much when you did not land on this game for long time. Until one day I heard from my friend that you treated a girl in our union very well. I thought you cheated me. I knew I was nothing in your heart. I asked you to give me an explanation. But you told me that it was just a performance, almost each lover in this game understands this principle. I have known that things in this game were not reliable, but I paid my true feeling. This kind of result made me feel embarrassed. But what can I do? I decided to give up this game and never buy rupees.